Family

The thing I remember most about the yearly trips to the native place was all the people we met. We covered the entire state with four main destination points. Paa’s village to see Dada ji, Dadi ji, Chacha, Chachi and all the cousins. Invariably both the Buas would come along with the kids as well. Then there was a visit to see Nani. A trip to badde Mama ji’s place and one to chote Mama ji’s place. Four corners of the small state meant we covered it all every summer vacation.

But these were not the only people we met. There were constant stops to have breakfast at someone’s house, tea at another, lunch someplace else, halt for dinner. All this with no formality. There were no four dishes for dinner along with puri and rice and desert to follow. These were unannounced drop in with whatever the family was having for dinner served to us as well. Which meant simple dal roti or khichadi or daliya. Mattresses lined up on the floor to sleep the night before starting out again. Every city we crossed, there was someone to meet.

I did not know who was who, what the connection was. I just knew them all as part of the family (whose side, Mom’s or dad’s, I never thought to ask). During the pesky teens I started taking umbrage to what someone said or how someone did something. But every time I brought it up with Maa she would calmly ask me

Is it really that big of a deal? Relationships take forever to build and a minute to break. Would you have us break a relationship over something this small?

The answer I always came up with was no.

College happened, marriage happened, moving away from the country happened, annual trips stopped, grudges became big in my mind and then got left behind with everything else that was going on in life. People were forgotten with the passage of time.

A few weeks back as Bhaiya and I stood helplessly wanting to give blood but rejected because of the blood type mismatch and having such a common blood group that the blood bank overflowed with it while Maa’s blood was of the rare kind so an exchange was not in the cards, I saw all these people I saw years and years back come forward. Seemingly on their own. One phone call to one person and the greater family connection came together. Unasked for, people came up and volunteered to get a blood match done. A pattern soon emerged and more and more people came forward. Mom’s mother’s eldest brother’s youngest son ready to drive out for an hour at a minutes notice. My 21 year old, totally irresponsible, all about having fun, cousin brother abstaining from drinking alcohol when out with friends and carrying a list of his friends and their phone numbers because they had the same blood type as Maa. And I think for the first time I really understood what family was all about.

As hard as it was, that constant hand on the head from someone or the other kept me going. As shattered as I was, the blanket of love covered me when I most needed it. As difficult as it was, they collectively pushed me out of the country and on a plane because that was the need of the hour. As heart breaking as it is for me to be away, I know Paa has that support system around him.

Today, I stand humbled, feeling an inch tall for all the petty grudges I carried with me. Saying thank you seems so inadequate for all they did and continue to do. As I call home, Mami ji picks up the phone and says,

Beta tu chinta mat karna, hum ab yahein raheinge. Papa theek hein..

and I break down, not out of grief for a change but for the care shown. For the love in that voice. For the biggest wealth my parents gathered over the years which flows over to us unasked, undeserved, never worked upon – support of the family.

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28 thoughts on “Family

  1. Comfy you take care and be strong .. Take care of everyone around tooo ..
    Godo to know that there are such lovely people to be by ur side in the hour of need , bless them all ..

    Take care

  2. yes the power of family..our own people..is greater than any wealth ! HUGS dearest ! give me a call when you feel okay

  3. Family is the biggest strength for us and even when we think we are not in touch or seem to move far away, they always come during time of need! Huggs take care

  4. hugs dear.

    I totally understand how you must be feeling. That is how I feel too when I see my inlaws. Their network, both collectively and individually, is mindboggling and I was amazed at how they manage every single relationship with the same love and affection! That is something we (G and I) both do not have it in us! And as much as I try to do my bit for someone, I’m always bogged down by one thing or the other; often resulting in feeling bitter about said person.
    I think we have grown very sensitive in our dealings. We look for meanings that do not exist, we imagine things in our head that have not happened and make ourselves miserable without giving others a chance.
    The power of love from family is totally unmatched. I’m glad you’re surrounded by a very loving family. God bless 🙂

  5. Left me touched and tearful Comfy..

    May each one of them be blessed with good health and much happiness. such a fine demonstration of family bonding..

    Will remember this post when petty things people in my family do/say ticks me off. Will remember those words your Maa spoke to you.

    Big Tight {{Hugs}} to you dear girl. Hang in there.

  6. This post touched my heart and my eyes are teary. This really shows the power of family. I have been wondering how and why my parents are always worried abt the family. But I think as we grow we will know the importance and this is an eye opener for me. R and I is extremely poor maintaining the relationships with others. I hope we grow from where we are.
    A big hugs to you. and your mom has already taught you some important lessons for life. We just have to carry them forward. Love you and lot of hugs to you Comfy.

  7. A big hug to you, Comfy! I don’t know you personally. Neither do I know your mom. But, this post left me teary-eyed for long. Those words of your mom made me feel so small. I’ll remember them, forever now.
    Glad that you have such a nice family. Take care and hugs again…

  8. this is so heartwarming. God bless your family.

    Had been waiting for an update from you. Good to know you are getting better. Sending you lots of love Comfy.

  9. Hugs Comfy.. My dad used to say that relatives can be friends, but it a friend will not be a relative.. I’ve rejected that suggestion in the past.. But it has proved true after his demise and your post only confirms it! Big hugs again!

  10. It all makes so much sense. And it totally brings tears to the eyes. Take care, you have a tight knit family to help you through the tough times.

  11. Friends and Family are the biggest source of support when times are tough. I wish you all the strength to you and your family to cope with the tough times…

  12. wow! this post made me cry. i am like most people. i just got married and though my side of the family was never close-knit, my husband’s family is. they have loads of family and he doesn’t even know all of them. but they came from all parts of the world to attend our wedding and they keep in touch with us. i don’t really give too much importance honestly, but i know my MIL and FIL do and they have kept the bond. and its my duty now to take that bond forward. its hard, but then, there’s really nothing like family. 🙂

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